Nothing makes me happy anymore......
You'd think going to an anime convention may have alleviated something.
Others probably say Katsucon was great and had a blast, (people had lots of fun I'm sure) but I really couldn't make my money's worth ($50 entrance). Anything that I remotely had interest for I could've just as much find online at a bargain price and STILL be legit from Japan (screw counterfeits). That SNK cosplay N00b girl still pisses me off. What a pompous weeaboo. She didn't know squat about Japanese retail. Well good, I'll keep my merchant resources to myself.
Technically I didn't NEED a badge (I should've just saved myself $20 and a dangerous icy snow ride in the morning!! by going in on Sunday instead....) I got nothing for myself at the Merchant Hall. (Just one thing for my bro, and I'll be pissed if he's going to bitch and moan about the skin color of his favorite character being too orange.....)
I had to make my entrance fee worth for SOMETHING. The Artists aisle was nice. Lots of talented people (makes me look like fart AHAHAHA!). For both merchant and artists exhibit, I found nothing that I REALLY wanted, (got a nice Toon Link badge though, perhaps that was the only GOOD thing worth it) so I opted for a commish from someone many Mario fans know....and even then it had minor errors I couldn't get corrected since said person wasn't around every 10th time I went back to check. ) It's still cute. I like it, but for the price paid with those errors it really grinds me......
I missed out on the masquerade (I dunno if you could just walk in there or not, but it seemed awkward to go in mid-event.....) That's the play skits and cosplay showcasing I believe. I lugged around baggage I didn't need to throughout the event.
I found nothing to remedy or justify all that happened today. Crazy lines everywhere from registration to food to just find a place to sit. Ah, and a freezing ass winter cold blowing at your face to boot.
I'm probably ill. I probably caught a cold out there. My head is in ridiculous pain (perhaps psychologically). Too many upsets.
At least my little cousin snagged a lot of things.
That's it though....I believe nothing does make me happy anymore. This is sad. I have issues. I'm resorted to having to do things myself, FOR MYSELF. It hurts. From me, let me go about drawing what I want. From others, it'll only happen formally via paid services. That's rightfully understandable.
I know. I have problems, meaning I AM the problem. There are underlying causes.
......What am I doing?
I'm in no condition to talk. I just need to go away for a bit, then it'll all repeat itself sooner or later, haha.
I'm sorry....I only tend to vent. I know I'm no good and only upset. Believe me when I say, I would only upset others (namely those who care).